Ok...
So here I am again. It must be my pre-partum hormones kicking in or something because I just feel so so so anxious all the time. Of course anxious for baby to come out but anxious to get everything done BEFORE he comes too. I need to post, I need to email about a dozen people, I need to go after a gazillion things, I need this and that and this and that and more...Ugh. And I feel like I never get anything done. And I actually never do... Oh. Somehow I wish I could just stay awake at night and get some things out of the way but I'm so tired at night and sleeping with big belly number two here isn't so easy at this time in pregnancy, so when I do fall asleep I try to make the best of it... anyways...here's to hoping baby boy comes this week...and here's to hoping I get everything done. If not...here's to hoping I can deal with it in a civilized manner...and that for me means: not feeling guilty...

Gratitude...

Ever feel like there is so much to be thankful for that you don't know where to start?
That's me right now... I actually lost sleep over it... There are so many things...

I'm grateful for a loving Heavenly Father who always, always answers my prayers - even the ones I don't say outloud...
I'm grateful for my wonderful, amazing, always there for me PARENTS and for my amazing brother and sister and for all that they do for me. I owe them so so so so much. I hope I have the chance to pay back and do for them at least a portion of what they have done for me. I hope I can be as good a Mom as my Mom is to me and even hope that Roger and I can do for our children what they do for me. I have the best family in the world.
I'm grateful for my husband and for our little wonderful and loved family together. We are the luckiest parents in the world,for we have Lucy, the light of our days and baby boy is coming soon and I feel so blessed to be able to experience the joys and the pains of motherhood to bring to earth these precious souls. My body will never be the same again, and neither will my soul and I want it that way.
I'm so grateful I have been given a new chance in life, in a new place with new people. The experience has been amazing so far. I love the place, I love the people and even though life is tough no matter where you live I'm feeling that things will turn out ok.

I'm just grateful, grateful, grateful...

There is so much to say and little time now but I will come back and detail this out...I have to. I need to share the joy!